From the moment I heard there was to be a one-off autism-friendly performance of The Lion King, I knew we had to go. Musicals have been my greatest passion ever since I was a teenager, and even when I was pregnant with my twins I’d dream of sharing this joyous experience with my children. I would lay in the bath singing show tunes to my bump. In fact I went to see Wicked when I was about three weeks pregnant – before I was even aware that my little ones had been created.
Once J’s autism came to light, however, it seemed less likely that he would enjoy a West End show with me. J has hyper-sensitive hearing, can be overwhelmed by large crowds, and does not seem to grasp the need to be quiet in certain situations. So when I heard there was going to be a performance of Lion King aimed specifically at an autistic audience, it seemed too good to be true.
I asked my parents how they would feel about buying the tickets as the children’s birthday present, as the performance fell two weeks after their fourth birthday. Of course they said yes, so having bought our tickets for Row H of the stalls, I waited patiently.
When the tickets arrived, there was an accompanying letter inviting me to use the resources on the website prior to the performance. Clearly considerable time and effort had gone into producing the visual story which enabled me to prepare J for our visit. It meant he knew what he would see when he arrived, and how the show would start. And indeed, when the big day arrived and we had experienced the excitement of a Tube journey and a taxi ride, J was very excited to see the theatre, exactly as he had seen it on the laptop screen the day before.
But it wasn’t until we took our seats in the Lyceum Theatre that I started to realise quite how special an experience this was to be. I looked around as the 2000-seat auditorium began filling with a truly unique audience. All around me were children, teenagers and adults with varying degrees of autism. Many were flapping their hands and jumping up and down. Some were rocking back and forth ferociously in their chairs. Others were making unusual hand gestures, or clapping their hands over their ears. Many were wearing ear-defenders to block out the sounds around them. Some were spinning around in the aisles, others sat on the floor and refused to stand. And the noise level grew and grew, with the sound of people groaning, screeching, hooting and laughing. To the uninitiated this might have looked daunting, even frightening. But to us, the parents and families of people with autism, this was pure happiness. Unlike J, many people with autism are non-verbal. The best way they had to express their growing excitement was to make these strange-sounding noises. And for some, like J, the noise and the crowds were overwhelming. Some made their own noises to block out the sounds around them. But this was fine too. This was part of giving our children an experience many of them would never have otherwise been able to have. And then I realised – a large part of the increased noise level was due to the parents who had excitedly brought their children to this special event. A theatre visit usually involves the audience taking their seats quietly, rustling through their programmes as they wait patiently for the curtain to go up. Not so here. All around me I could hear people introducing themselves and their children, comparing experiences, empathising. We were amongst friends.
The show started 15 minutes late. The organisers probably underestimated how long it would take to seat a special-needs audience. In that time, J had insisted on sitting on my lap and fallen asleep. Like many, many children with autism, J is a very poor sleeper. He had been up since 2am. (Incidentally, like many, many autism parents, I am permanently exhausted. I had also been up since 2am!) But at last, two cast members in full costume took to the stage. The audience grew quieter: something was about to happen. And then the man in the lion costume spoke.
“My name is George” he said “and I play the part of Scar”. This was clever. This helped the audience differentiate between the actors and the characters. Good start. George went on to speak briefly about what an honour it was to be able to present this unique performance to us. And he meant it. The emotion in his voice was clear. The audience applauded loudly. This made those with hyper-sensitive hearing groan louder. He introduced the woman standing beside him, who plays Rafiki, and explained that she would be singing the first song in the show. Again, a thoughtful measure to help prepare the audience for what would come. “Much too often” said George meaningfully “autism has to adapt to society. It’s about time a little bit of society adapted to autism!” The audience erupted. I burst into tears. The woman next to me handed me a tissue, as she also stifled a sob. They understood. All these people around me – the families, the cast and crew, the staff of the theatre and the National Autistic Society and Disney who were lining the auditorium ready to help: all of them understood.
And then the show began. I didn’t want J to miss the exciting start, as the huge jungle animals walked right past us. “Wake up J!” I said. “Look darling! Look at the elephant!” He opened his eyes blearily, and then rubbed them. He stared in open-mouthed wonderment at what he was seeing and whispered to me: “Mum! I see a giraffe!”
I cannot imagine the cast have ever performed to an audience like it. At times the noise in the auditorium made it difficult to hear what was happening on stage. But at no point was anyone shushed. No-one was on the receiving end of dirty looks, whispered comments about controlling our children, tutting and head-shaking. It was all OK. In front of me a teenage boy was rocking so hard in his chair that his mother tried to stop him and turned to apologise to the woman behind her. “Please don’t” said the woman. “He’s absolutely fine”. Each time Scar, the baddie, appeared on stage, a young man wearing ear defenders leapt into his father’s lap and buried his face in his neck. Behind me another teenage boy was completely overwhelmed. He stood up waving and flapping his arms violently. “Please sit Paul!” his mother pleaded. “Please just try!” In the end his father took him out of the auditorium, where they went instead to the thoughtfully planned relaxation area, full of large bean bags and tactile, sensory toys. Next to Paul’s mother, another boy was so lost in the wonder of the African drumming that he sat with his eyes closed, drumming his own beat loudly and enthusiastically on his thighs. Two rows in front of me a girl put her coat over her head as the show started. She left it there for the entire performance and no-one from her family asked her to remove it. Every time the audience applauded at the end of a song or scene, J clapped his hands over his ears and shouted until the applause subsided. He then thought of something funny his cousin had done last month and repeated what she had said again and again, very loudly, for about 20 minutes.
When the song Hakuna Matata started J recognised it and tried to sing along. The words of the song seemed so poignant at that moment. “It means no worries for the rest of your days.” Sadly I realised, the opposite would be true for so many of the young people sitting around me. The challenges caused by their autism will likely mean the rest of their days will be fraught with worries. But, for that moment at least, their worries were suspended. Hakuna Matata for a few hours.
When the curtain fell for the interval I needed to change J’s nappy. We went to the relaxation area where I sat on a bean bag to do it. No-one batted an eyelid. Every parent I passed wanted to engage me in conversation – about the show, about our children, about autism. I remarked how wonderful it was to allow J to behave exactly as he needed to, without fear of being judged as a bad parent. Everyone I spoke to felt the same.
The second half passed with as much noise and excitement as the first. Paul finally returned to his seat behind me, where his mother kissed him exhuberantly saying “Thank you Paul! Thank you for coming back! See how beautiful it is!” The drumming boy laughed loudly and hysterically at Timon and Pumbaa. J screeched with laughter when, on the stage, Zazu walked into the wall. “Zazu went crash!” he shouted joyfully. I wondered at times whether the cast had fully realised what they were letting themselves in for. It must have been the first time in their acting careers that they had to fight to make themselves heard. I hoped they could feel how enraptured we were by the beauty of their singing and the breathtaking staging.
When the final curtain call came, I leapt to my feet with J in my arms. I whooped and cheered for all I was worth. J hated this and screamed at me to be quiet, but I couldn’t. I had to let all those responsible for this incredible production know just how grateful I was and how much it had meant to me. As the house lights went up and we put our coats on, J started sobbing. “I don’t want to leave Lion King!” he pleaded. “I want to stay at Lion King!” He was placated by the Lion King flag handed to him by a smiling staff member on the way out, which is now taped proudly to his bedroom wall.
I don’t know whether the cast and crew of Sunday’s performance realise quite what an important thing they did. This went way beyond allowing people with autism to experience a trip to the theatre. What this performance did was to make us normal. For a few hours, our children and family members were free to be themselves and to behave however they needed to, without fear of judgement or retribution. For a few hours, we did not feel the need to apologise for our own children. For a few hours, no-one felt they had to explain anything. For a few hours we had no worries. Hakuna Matata.
121 thoughts on “Hakuna Matata On A Sunday Afternoon”
Thankyou!! I’m in tears too..from Sydney
Sorry for making you cry!! 🙂
Was referred to your review from an email advertising this performance in Sydney, Australia. My boy is 8. I can’t stop the tears….
Nothing wrong with tears, though I hope they’re at least partly happy tears from reading about the lengths others will go to for our children! Thanks so much for commenting x
Mostly I am fine. Every now and then you read or see something that just blindsides you. Your post did that for me. On reflection, it was more those tears of all those other families who really get it, the relief of shared experience.
I totally get that. It’s why I burst into tears during George’s speech before the performance … the feeling that someone else GETS IT.
weeping as I read… we are off to the performance in Edinburgh this weekend… I, like you was apprehensive about taking our two boys but if it is even half way as good as you describe I am sure we can cope … I think the main bonus will be everyone there will understand.. no explanations needed… what a joy that is when it happens.
How lovely – I’m sure you will have a wonderful time! Please come back and let me know how it is for you! x
Just settled the boys … It was an amazing day… Just as you described and we did it..we made it through the whole show. Wouldn’t have been possible had it not been specially adapted and the visual story was a huge help. The biggest bonus was that everyone there gets it…. They knew what we were dealing with, the cast, those around us, the volunteers… I didn’t have to explain or apologise once…what a relief….I was quite emotionally drained at the end of it but it was so worth it…. Hope the boys remember something about it…thanks for sharing your time in London…. Haikuna Matata from Jock land 🙂
How utterly wonderful!! I’m delighted that you found the experience as positive and affirming as I did. Thank you so much for coming back to tell me about it. Here’s to many, many more!! X
Absolutely brilliant…thank you for sharing and I too have read the whole thing whilst crying my eyes out….Bless you…so pleased that this show was put on…my daughter saw the original and it has always been a fave for us. So pleased the kids, all of them enjoyed it..you too~! Thank you for telling us about it, I was thrilled to read your words. All the way from South Australia xxxx
Thankyou so much for your wonderful & moving account of the show, iv been so undecided on weather or not I should ‘chance’ taking my 12year old severely autistic son and reading this has been so reasuring,we will now book tickets for the london show & actually look forward to going :0)
I was a volunteer at the Edinburgh performance , and it was just amazing , it is a fantastic idea and one that should be repeated .
We were at the Edinburgh performance- volunteers were amazing thank you – time out squishy cushion corner a god send
I’ll be a volunteer at the Sydney performance this Saturday. I read your review with tears and can’t wait to for the experience this weekend. It will be amazing..
How wonderful! I hope you enjoy every minute … And drink in the audience reaction. Would love to hear all about it if you fancy posting another comment here after the event! X
I also read your review with tears – they have just announced that there will be an autism-friendly show in Brisbane in November, andthanks to your review, I am looking at taking my son
Bless you! I’m taking my step son this year after reading your blog i don’t know who is more excited me or him! If you want to see him singing to Queen here he is copy this URL https://www.facebook.com/charlie.daniels.9003/videos/vb.100002233976464/770379999713125/?type=2&theater
Many blessings to you and your gorgeous family!
I am about to begin a job working with children with autism, whilst I am very excited to start I have to say I am nervous due to having limited experience with these children, I found your review through looking at the national autistic society and I have to say it moved me to tears! Thank you for sharing your story and making me consider the parents as well as the children, beyond “their condition”, and the love you possess no matter what x
That was an awesome experience. Hakuna Matata on a Sunday Afternoon. The kids look very happy.
Hello, I’m the access champion at the Apollo Victoria Theatre. Your account of the Lion King Autism Friendly show is wonderful. I was just wondering if you had heard that Wicked has announced it’s first Autism Friendly performance on Saturday 14th May at 1.30pm? For any further enquiries please feel free to contact me at email@example.com or call the box office on 020 7828 7074. There’s more information here http://www.wickedthemusical.co.uk/AutismFriendly/. Kind Regards, Vicky
How do I explain…recently diagnosed – both my twin grandsons Jude & Luca – I know our lives will never be the same again, because we have already found an amazing community. These words:
“Much too often” said George meaningfully “autism has to adapt to society. It’s about time a little bit of society adapted to autism!” The audience erupted. I burst into tears.